Amplified like that music machine, I like to call the soundtrack to my life..
Im leaving early tomorrow morning, for Welsh camp should be fun made sure I had a nice dinner as the next weeks food will be shite. Im geussing 
:D.
Remind me to give dads memory stick when I get back.. Thanks
Have a good week
Ohh and im off to Tescos to buy lots of food for the journey & Downloading Generator by the Holloways to keep my spirits high:D
Laters:D:D
xoxo
All of them. The whole family. I actually cant control myself. I have cried until i have nothing left to cry then i cry some more. All day.. since half 6 this morning when i said bye.. & last night.
Mum said 'Maybe You Love Him'.. I love them all there family is wicked. I miss them so much already they proberly havnt even arrived yet. Lucky LA.
Everything reminds me of him. Everysong, everything on the way to school the things we walked past etc.. as i walked to school without him this morning.
Ive just gotta carry on.. Proberly doesnt help my background on my phone is the picture of him i took last night when he was laughing ( cutest thing ever ).
& That I have some of his stuff & His brothers stuff left .. like t-shirts penss etc. And his brothers phone haha the screens cracked but you can still play music and he made me take it i cant really throw it away can I?! No =].
Well I love them & Miss them The wholeee familyyy.. =]
xoxoxo
P.s He was the besssssssst friend ever.
So tomorrows Zeus's last day of school as he leaves for Amercia early thursday morning.
Its wierd, ive alway felt so close with him you know when u get that feeling that theres always gonna be something there?!
& He lived 30 seconds round the corner and knowing hes never gonna come and knock on my door again is gonna be awful.
I'm really gonna miss him. I dont think he quite understands. & Hes just gonna miss Lily not me.
Every song that comes on reminds me of him.. ergh how long will this last after hes gone. Awhile I'm geussing.
Mum hasnt been shopping in like a week, she really should hurry up about it, yeah sure theres food.. innocent smoothies and all that. But i want a bloody packet of cripsies, PRAWN COCKTAIL.
God my tummy rumbles as I sit here writing this.. Hmm.. i think i just finished of the last ice lolly aswell..
Ha ha god i must sound F - A - T. (I'm not).
Just a bit peckish.
Mmmm, banoffee pie.
All I know is that you're so nice,
You're the nicest thing I've seen.
I wish that we could give it a go,
See if we could be something.
I wish I was your favourite girl,
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world.
I wish I was your favourite smile,
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style.
I wish you couldn't figure me out,
But you always wanna know what I was about.
I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset,
I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met.
I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly,
'Cos it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see.
Basically, I wish that you loved me,
I wish that you needed me,
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.
I wish that without me your heart would break,
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.
I wish that without me you couldn't eat,
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.
All i know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen;
I wish that we could see if we could be something
Just for me to sing along to. You should download it, its a real cute song.
Well today was alright.
Downloading loads of music off of limewire so that my ipod has lots of new songs for the lengthy coach journey to Wales.. The likes of Pigeon Detectives, Athlete, Kate Hash.. Etccc.
Was quite sunny today lets hope it stays nice next week.. Not raining like it normally does Wimbledon week.
Or does it always rain in Wales.. That’s what ive heard but I'm guessing its a myth.
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MK
xoxo
Have a feeling I cant really write about what i want to write about on here
. Hm?!
When im in a bad mood & why etc..
xoxo
All in the title really:P. Its welsh camp next weekend Sunday till Friday.. 5 and half hour coach journey which can be up to ten hours!! Woww. Well its an activitie week so i had to get old trackies and stuff.. and i got the best wellies. They have grass on them then daisys and its like a photograph rather than cartoon very cool. Ha ha.
Then went to wagamommas for dinner. Its so quick at serving in there.
xoxo
'Off that machine' .. Ha ha.
Well todays been better than most.. lets hope this weekend is a nice and sunny one.
Have a good one
xoxo
Okay. Well whenever theres someone i really like its all blissful for around 2 weeks?!.. Yeah thats how it normally happens then theres a bombshell, either my fault or theres.. well obviously. .
Okay well there was someone, who was lovely etc etc etcc.. But then he turned out to be a complete *GRRR* only thinking of himself.
Then when i finally get someone who is perfect i break up with them.. because i want to be friends. WHAT WAS I THINKING??. I'm so stupied and now hes off happy with some other girl. Who i do not like.. for some strange reason could never think why.. haha. Even though she seems lovely, and i will proberly be friends with her soon.
So i think i may of given up. Im not gonna try, I'll just wait untill someone comes knocking on my door
Best be off the doorbells going..
xoxo
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